I tried hard, hard to gain his love and affection but every time i tried my perseverance are to no avail. I trust you and love you and of all i worship you. I know, we are the blacksheep of the family causing problem every now and then, making family's life hard but speaking from heart, "I just try to seek some help and support with love you but land up pressurizing you".
Sometimes i wonder, " should i suicide" but i have my son and i love him a lot too. Though it is hard for me to do any hard things and of all i can't bear him saying, "every time one or the other is giving problem. I know not what have i done in my past generation. seems my suffering will stop only if I die".
Words so heart stricken, isn't it? But we deserve it cause he is tired. He can't carry the burden so very long.But these black sheep never stop adding fuel on fire.
I really do want to be a person of his happiness but instead sadness prevails in his life.
But now let me take an oath saying; "hence forth no more torture from my side nor will i also let others have him suffer and i promise I will try my Best, I SWEAR BECAUSE I LOVE YOU MY DAD....
