Miss you Bhu- my son

My son. He is only 2 years and is too small to be away from parents.But i had to...

Dear son,         

Sorry my son for you have to be apart from us and it because my dear, Mama can't quit the job. My son, may be it is due to our karmic deed that you and i are staying away but don't worry my son i will always come to see you in weekends. Remember, mama  loves you a lot. 

I always feel guilty of keeping my son away but what to do?  Though we tried our best to search for the baby sitter, it was of no good result and landed up in keeping him away from us. But this does not mean, i am  worried about him because he is with my parents and it's for sure that he's doing good. However i am doing a sin by keeping the baby away from mother and moreover,he is  my heart and without it , it's painful. And may be he is too feeling the same pain.
Really i miss my son a lot and every time i come home, the house seems very quiet , which i am not used to  it. Thats why i come home lately from School. 
My son, when he was  here, he ran here and there calling us apa and ama requesting for this and that. Apart from disturbing us, he also loves watching animated movies like Chota bheem, waybulu, teletubbies, Mr Bean and Mighty Raju. So,as soon as he wakes up, he wants us to put on the T.V and show him the cartoons he likes but sometimes lands up crying if none of the shows are shown and that used to make me irritated and annoyed but now, when he is not here, his absence is killing me. I regret for being rude to him...
Finally, the only thing i can  do now is keep on missing him and moreover I also must not stop searching a baby sitter. But I will also not miss the chance to meet him every weekend.

I Pray we be together...